Two days back,I went out to "Little Akiba" store.An anime merchandise store where they have a
card game tournament.Weiss Schwarz is the name of the card game.It can be any anime,not all though.
I've never thought that I would reach there when I saw the place at the card,but I did.
It is all thanks to my friend.I didn't participate in the tournament because I just learn to
play that card on that day!Even though everybody that plays got a promo card.
I always say no but that is to my other friend.They have different interest unfortunately.
The day was awesome though at certain point when my friend was playing I feel like sleeping.
I just can't stand it when there is air-conditioner and I'm feeling sleepy.
I hope I didn't hurt my friend's feeling.. :/
It was also the first time I feel like going out even though I'm tired but willing to sacrifice for
a friend.Maybe indeed RILLEQ is my 5 most best friend.Even though we are not close
but I really really really hope that our friendship will last forever...
Public transport was my worst nightmare.I probably just need someone to show me the way
or basics.Weird,when I use the bus with Er Whey I seem to feel more brave to use the
public transport(especially the bus)next time.Maybe being with a confident and brave person
could help me...uh,hm...
It was pathetic of me,I barely have enough money to survive the whole day.
It was pathetic of me,to not know enough about computer,I thought I know certain
things but I don't.
It was pathetic of me to could not stand up and say something to someone.People look at me
and think ???????.Well I don't know,but probably thought of me as a weird person. :s
I need to move on to change and not feel too much regret for things that doesn't matter.
I didn't state all because there's too much.
Certain people change after going through a trauma,betrayed or by age maybe?
I wonder what or when will I go through...
I preferred trauma because I want to be cooler..hahah...
but maybe because I want to change faster,if by age...I think it would take forever
or it would not happen.
I hope for today and forever...that we as friends will meet and could hang out one day
even though we have a family...live nearby or something....but maybe I am hoping for
something ridiculously impossible,maybe at least once before I die.
wsssixteen
